i'm pretty sure
you've stopped reading.

so now i can say
safely
after i'm done
feeling the confusion
and accepting rejection
and being loserish.

it hurts
so bad
to almost have something
so perfect.

and then to just
watch it
flutter
out of grasp.

as there's not
one.single.thing.
to do to stop it.

when you do
get things together.
the girl you choose
is gonna be
so goddamn lucky.

she better know this.